Well, it’s about that time of year again. The time where I’d usually wrap my brain around what do do for my friends for Christmas so much it pretty much cuts off the blood, then work myself to death trying to make it a reality. I’ve never really been a fan of Christmas, even if I was happy with whatever I ended up getting, within days I’d be regretful that I even got anything. Just never felt like I deserved anything. Despite that I always tried to give at least something to those I care about, even if they’ve grown apart from me or if we don’t really trust each other much. But this year, I’m not sure what it is, maybe it’s the constant tiredness of volunteering to help someone with her job, or just being tied up in old memories and I’m worrying too much, but I’m just…blah this month, not really despair or anger, just nothing. Im sorry if there’s no art for Christmas this year, if there is it probably wont be anything special. In any case I hope everyone has a nice holiday 🎁🎄